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Boulevard de la Villette, Paris 10\u1d49, le 17 f\u00e9vrier 2018<\/strong>

Je mets longtemps \u00e0 choisir mes v\u00eatements m\u00eame quand je sais que personne ne me verra vraiment dans la journ\u00e9e. Je bois le caf\u00e9 tr\u00e8s chaud, presque br\u00fblant. Je pr\u00e9f\u00e8re \u00e9couter la radio plut\u00f4t que des playlists. Je garde les fen\u00eatres ferm\u00e9es quand il fait trop chaud. Je m\u2019assois souvent par terre sans raison. Je ne sais jamais quoi faire de mes mains quand je parle. Je garde les bo\u00eetes vides parce qu\u2019elles pourraient servir. Je relis les messages avant de les envoyer, puis je les efface avant de les r\u00e9\u00e9crire. Je n\u2019aime pas qu\u2019on me regarde quand je r\u00e9fl\u00e9chis. Pareil, quand je dors. Je marche plus vite quand je suis nerveuse. Je garde les tickets de transport dans mes poches. Je me souviens des lieux plus que des visages. Je pr\u00e9f\u00e8re les lumi\u00e8res indirectes. Je ne supporte pas les voix trop fortes. Je n\u2019aime pas expliquer mes choix. Je garde les livres m\u00eame quand je ne les aime pas. Je mange rarement \u00e0 heures fixes. Je m\u2019assieds toujours pr\u00e8s des fen\u00eatres. Je regarde les gens sans les \u00e9couter. Je n\u2019aime pas qu\u2019on touche mes cheveux. D\u00e9j\u00e0 enfant, je n\u2019aimais que ma grand-m\u00e8re me pince les joues, m\u00eame si pour elle c\u2019\u00e9tait un geste affectueux. Je garde tous mes v\u00eatements m\u00eame s\u2019ils sont trop vieux, us\u00e9s. Je pr\u00e9f\u00e8re les marges aux centres. Je m\u2019endors difficilement quand tout est trop calme. Je laisse la vaisselle s\u2019accumuler. Je n\u2019aime pas les compliments directs. Je garde certaines phrases comme des talismans. Je ne sais pas r\u00e9pondre aux questions simples. Je m\u2019ennuie vite quand tout est pr\u00e9vu, organis\u00e9, planifi\u00e9 de longue date. Je garde les silences que je ne sais pas remplir. Je repousse certaines d\u00e9cisions jusqu\u2019\u00e0 ce qu\u2019elles se prennent sans moi. Je me demande souvent si ce que je ressens est visible. Je continue \u00e0 avancer sans savoir exactement dans quelle direction je vais.

Je me r\u00e9veille syst\u00e9matiquement quelques minutes avant que le r\u00e9veil sonne, comme si mon corps cherchait toujours \u00e0 devancer la machine. Je bois mon caf\u00e9 trop vite et je me br\u00fble presque toujours la langue. Je n\u2019aime pas r\u00e9pondre imm\u00e9diatement aux messages, m\u00eame quand je suis disponible. Je garde les tickets de caisse dans mes poches pendant plusieurs jours avant de les jeter. Je marche plus lentement que les autres sans m\u2019en rendre compte. Je pr\u00e9f\u00e8re les escaliers aux ascenseurs, sauf quand je suis vraiment fatigu\u00e9. Je coupe le son de mon t\u00e9l\u00e9phone d\u00e8s que je franchis la porte de chez moi. Je m\u2019arr\u00eate parfois au milieu d\u2019une phrase parce que je ne sais plus ce que je voulais dire. Je n\u2019aime pas les pi\u00e8ces trop \u00e9clair\u00e9es. Je laisse souvent les livres ouverts \u00e0 l\u2019envers pour marquer la page. Je regarde les vitrines sans jamais entrer dans les magasins. Je repousse les rendez-vous m\u00e9dicaux tant que la douleur reste supportable. Je mange debout dans la cuisine m\u00eame quand la table est libre. Je parle rarement de mon enfance parce que je ne sais pas quels souvenirs sont vrais. Je reconnais les voix plus facilement que les visages. Je v\u00e9rifie plusieurs fois que la porte est ferm\u00e9e avant de sortir. Je garde les objets cass\u00e9s en me disant qu\u2019ils pourraient servir un jour. Je n\u2019aime pas qu\u2019on touche \u00e0 mon bureau. Je me souviens avec pr\u00e9cision des odeurs mais pas des dates. Je change souvent de place dans les caf\u00e9s. Je n\u2019aime pas qu\u2019on me regarde \u00e9crire. Je note des phrases sur des bouts de papier que je perds ensuite. Je me souviens de r\u00eaves que je n\u2019ai jamais faits. Je pr\u00e9f\u00e8re \u00e9couter des histoires plut\u00f4t qu\u2019en raconter. Je laisse tra\u00eener mes v\u00eatements sur une chaise plut\u00f4t que dans l\u2019armoire. Je regarde les gens dans le m\u00e9tro sans imaginer leur vie. Je d\u00e9teste les alarmes. Je garde des silences trop longs au t\u00e9l\u00e9phone. Je parle plus facilement \u00e0 des inconnus qu\u2019\u00e0 mes proches. Je n\u2019aime pas qu\u2019on me demande ce que je ressens. Je me couche tard m\u00eame quand je suis fatigu\u00e9. Je relis les m\u00eames phrases plusieurs fois. Je me demande souvent \u00e0 quel moment exact j\u2019ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 devenir quelqu\u2019un d\u2019autre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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#214 Sur le banc <\/a>(7)
#221 Sur le banc<\/a> (8)<\/p>\n\n\n\n


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