{"id":6971,"date":"2025-11-14T05:37:40","date_gmt":"2025-11-14T04:37:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/editionsjou.net\/?p=6971"},"modified":"2025-11-14T05:37:40","modified_gmt":"2025-11-14T04:37:40","slug":"188-sur-le-banc-3-par-pierre-menard","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revuetina.editionsjou.net\/?p=6971","title":{"rendered":"#188\/ Sur le banc (3), par Pierre M\u00e9nard"},"content":{"rendered":"\n



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Je suis daltonienne, ce qui est assez rare chez les femmes. Les hommes poss\u00e8dent un chromosome X et un chromosome Y, le g\u00e8ne anormal transmis g\u00e9n\u00e9tiquement ne peut donc pas \u00eatre compens\u00e9. Le froid de ce matin s\u2019insinue sous ma jupe trop l\u00e9g\u00e8re, mes jambes frissonnent, je ne pensais pas rester si longtemps dehors, je suis sortie faire des courses. Je ne travaille pas le lundi. Je n\u2019avais pas pr\u00e9vu cet appel. J\u2019ai l\u2019habitude d\u2019utiliser beaucoup d\u2019adverbes dans mes phrases. Quand j\u2019\u00e9tais enfant je n\u2019aimais pas la corde \u00e0 sauter. Je pr\u00e9f\u00e9rais jouer aux billes avec les gar\u00e7ons. Je voudrais dispara\u00eetre, devenir invisible, prisonni\u00e8re de cette conversation que je n\u2019arrive pas \u00e0 interrompre. Je d\u00e9croche d\u00e8s que j\u2019entends le t\u00e9l\u00e9phone sonner sans m\u00eame regarder qui m\u2019appelle, \u00e7a me joue des tours sans arr\u00eat. Ses mots \u00e0 lui d\u00e9ferlent, ses reproches, ses insistances, il me dit que je ne comprends pas, et moi pendant ce temps je cherche mes mots, je voudrais dire que ce n\u2019est pas le moment, que je ne peux pas parler ainsi dans la rue, que je n\u2019ai pas la force d\u2019expliquer encore. Ma voix tremble, les phrases se coincent dans ma gorge, sortent maladroites, trop lentement, la g\u00eane m\u2019envahit, l\u2019impression que les passants devinent, \u00e0 mon air accabl\u00e9, ce qui est en train de m’arriver. J\u2019aime conduire les fen\u00eatres grandes ouvertes en \u00e9coutant la musique tr\u00e8s fort pour lutter contre le bruit du vent et du moteur. Je voudrais fuir, raccrocher, mais je n\u2019y parviens pas. Mes amies me soutiennent, mais je n\u2019arrive pas \u00e0 tout leur dire. Je reste immobile, la main crisp\u00e9e sur le t\u00e9l\u00e9phone, les yeux fix\u00e9s sur le sol sale, ce trottoir que le soleil rasant rend encore plus laid, les papiers gras, qui renforcent ma g\u00eane. Au cin\u00e9ma, m\u00eame quand un film me d\u00e9plait, je n\u2019arrive pas \u00e0 sortir de la salle. Je r\u00e9p\u00e8te que non, ce n\u2019est pas possible, ce n\u2019est pas si simple. Je n\u2019arrive pas \u00e0 comprendre le sens des dictons et proverbes les plus courants. \u00c0 chaque fois, je comprends leur sens di\ufb00\u00e9remment des autres. Pierre qui<\/em> roule n\u2019amasse pas mousse<\/em>, signifie par exemple qu\u2019on ne s\u2019enrichit pas en changeant trop souvent d\u2019\u00e9tat, de m\u00e9tier, de lieu, mais je le comprends tout autrement parce que je n\u2019accorde pas la m\u00eame valeur \u00e0 la mousse qui pour moi a un aspect n\u00e9gatif. Au tennis, je fais durer l\u2019\u00e9change le plus longtemps pour fatiguer mon adversaire, mais quand il faut monter au filet, c\u2019est plus di\ufb03cile. J\u2019ai les jambes coup\u00e9es, le sou\ufb04e court. Je voudrais \u00eatre ailleurs, rejoindre la foule. Je suis \u00e0 d\u00e9couvert, et tout mon corps r\u00e9p\u00e8te en silence que je ne veux plus de \u00e7a, je voudrais que tout s\u2019arr\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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